ilovedaddy!

2005-04-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

im sick of this life i just wanna screammmmm.
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.
a pain to all. got no where to run.
dunno wht im doing
just fooling around without a purpose in life.
sucks it all. everyythingg.
cnt studyfor my chinese its all so boring.

deep in my heart
there is a picture of us.
unfaded and unbroken
together forever

2005-02-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

cnt you be like last time,
when we both had the trust, the faith in each other,
the love and care,
damn, where is it?
remember the times we had a few years back?

2005-02-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

things are not in my way,
i feel damn disgusted by you please,
if only you know whts love all about,
can you care about others feelings,
caught in the middle,
and you, stop coming here here HERE,
its problemaaaatic and i hate it ok, stupid.
streeeessssEEEEeDDDD out:/
strreeeeeesssseeed out,
and please teach me to be more understanddingggg.
and stand far away from me please.

2005-02-14T20:21:00.000+08:00

every moment i spend with you is a treasure,
i don't wanna close my eyes.
happy valentines :D to everyone.
dnt be naughthy people :D

i hope you are ok , imu.

2005-02-09T09:29:00.000+08:00

im sorry,
never knew that all these would be such a pain to the both of you,
happy new year everyone.

2005-01-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

went town yesterday,
before that wentto gillian's hse,
louisa came after that.
we studied a little bit,
then we cabbed to town.
we took neoprints first,
then something happened,
we ran from cine to tangs, to wisma to taka.
then we sorted things out.
we met natasha and sweeney,
later natasha went home.
went to cine to play ddr,
there was this super pro guy,
me and louisa were too embarassed to play after that,
bt in the end we still did.
later i went home.
tired/

2005-01-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

dnt be so stressed already ah,
HEARTPAIN AH :D
AHAHA, today's run was horrible for me, omg.

2005-01-18T19:49:00.000+08:00

heitung, you cannot be so lazy ok!
wake up wake up(:
HAHAA, seniors!
all the best for your tournaments ok!
HAHAH, st margs tennis will rock NUS down!

EHeh, AND MY TENNIS BAG ROCKS MY LIFE,
netballers, stop criticising it la :D slap you ah.

debbie! i miss you too! okays, will go and tag your board :D
where is lyannechua?

2005-01-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

december sweet sweet december.

2005-01-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

I lie awake at night
see things in black in white
i only got you inside my mind,
you know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
that you will look my way
i have all this longing in my heart
i knew it right from the start
OH my pretty pretty boy i love you,

annabiao; dnt touch dnt touch, i will slap you all the way to africa,
and slap you all the way backto china.
OH YEAH! pull up pants is yours :D

2005-01-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

HAHA, i want more trainings ok!
BWAHA,
the beautiful you,
the adorable you,
the nice you,
the funny you,
the sweet you(:

bestie; another 4 days 3 nights ok?

2005-01-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

THREE DAYS AND TWO NIGHTS!
let's have fun(:

2005-01-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

sec 3s have fun during your camp ok!
HAHA, ok,
school is going rock ok,
tennis rocks too,
HAHA,
nothing much to blog abt.
time, please pass faster.
i cnt take it no more.

YOU! tc of yourself ok(:

2005-01-08T09:58:00.000+08:00

i love school(:
i will study hard this year, HAHA,
studying takes up time,
studying makes me learn,
studying makes me tired(:
i love studying(:
HAHA, celebrated louisa's birrthday at macs yesterday,
talked alot, HAHA, reeally fun(:
bt everyone was so tired.

study hard ok(: i will be there.

2005-01-03T19:51:00.000+08:00

im trying to accept,
im trying to hard to ok,
i waited long enough for you, cs i really needed you.
bt all my time spent waiting,
was just only another disappointment.
bt i will wait,
i want you to be like last time.
i know that all these takes time,
but i love you more than 1 million mNms.
i will be there as long as you need me.

2005-01-01T10:44:00.000+08:00

have a great year ahead everyone :D

study hard to those who didn last year, try harder.

im not a perfect person,
i cnt please everyone,
bt i did not do those things to you.

2004-12-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

to be continued :D

to sweeney;
heyya, thanks for being such a lovely friend to me alright, a thoughtful one indeed,
hmms, although i dnt really know you weelll, bt your smile and laughther brighthens up my day yeah, i love you las! thanks for beiinggg my great great friend, and thanks for reminding faynut always not to be so jidongg :D prettyyyy girl(:

to sylvia;
a prettyy and sweet and cheerful girl,
bt then, you are too shy las! haah, btw, someone's waiting for you ok!
youare just that attractive to her, to me to everyone else(: you and sweenneyy are just like two...
i dunno, bt both of you are like twins, always together and stuff(: heex, stay WOW! WO AI NI AH!

TO LAOSAI ;
haha, a preettty girl eh?
bt, vain ah vain ah vain ah, HAHA, my hmt friend(;
bt who cares, im vaintoo, vanessa's vain too las, gil is vain too, fayfay is vain too , sweeney is vain too, sylvia is vain too! EVERYBODY'S vain ! HAHA, a thoughtful friend indeed, you are just that perfect, oh oh oh , thanks for lisstening me out , just when i needed you the most, i loveee you eh! HAHAH.

whee, youknow wht,
if i was invisible, i'll make all of you mine tonight :D bwahaha.

2004-12-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

im so sorry to all of you,
i've not been a good friend to all of you,
im so sorry, really sorry.

i reallyy need you here.

2004-12-26T19:42:00.000+08:00

continued :D

to yanli dearie ;
HAHA, you stupid girl, thanks for being such a great friend to me okays,
although its been only a few months ive known you, haha, a crazy and sweet girl, wht can i say, you are great, i love you!
haha, oh oh oh, and i knw something abt you thats SPecIal yah?
shhhh*

`

2004-12-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

yays, im going back to singapore tmr :D :D i miss everyone!
bt i will miss hk too :(
haha, anyways, high high!

2004-12-25T09:22:00.000+08:00

last christmas i gave you my heart,
the very next day, you gave it away,
this year, to save me from tears,
im giving it to someone sPeciAl.

merry christmas everyone :D

2004-12-24T17:39:00.000+08:00

im damn iritated with my lil cousin,
if only i could smack her.

i really need you.

2004-12-24T09:45:00.000+08:00

i hate the way i could never hate you ,
and the fact i'll always love you no matter what you put me through.
once you LOVE someone that person is forever a part of YOU.
No matter how far i go,
No matter how much this hurts,
i want you to know, my heart will always remain with you.
hoping for the best,
just hoping nothing happens a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
i will never ask if you don't ever tell me i know you well enough to know you never loved me.

yah, sorry, got this from yin's blog, hope you wnt mind, if you ever past by my blog, sorry :D
dunno why, just decided to post this, my wierd feeling,

2004-12-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

it seems like i've lost you,
the feeling i have is there,
how about yours?
my feelings are true,
how about yours?
your stories and past makes me scared,
scared t0 lose you,
im trying to accept and learn to let it be this way,
but wht if i cnt?
will you still be there?
ilov e you, i really do, i really really do.

2004-12-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

if i was invisible, i'll make you mine tonight..

HEES! im happy, goonnaa shop till i drop again((:
debbie debbie debbie debbie debbie debbie,
sounds like im obsessed with her,
IM OBSESSED ABOUT HER :D

i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you,
i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you i miss you,
im saying all these bcos i knw i really do..

& im craving for strawberries again,

2004-12-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

im starting to fall for strawberries!
yums*

its you tht made my life so beautiful,
thank you :D
its you i truly love.

2004-12-22T15:36:00.000+08:00

Love can be really .....
i cnt find any speecifiC WORD TO DESCRIBE LOVE,
it warms our heart,
love is not only about having fun,
watching movies, going out, spending LOADS of money,
all these are needed in love,
bt wht is love/
MAKING SACRIFACES?
for example,
sometimes, when you start going out with your exes, would your partner mind>
from wht they tell you, the answer would normally be " go ahead"
thats wht they say, bt is that how they feel?
they say that becs they dnt want to end up quarelling and all that,
its not up to your partner to decide, its up to you to decide,
if you are able to make that sacriface,
are you able to do that?

2004-12-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

stupid, by asking you not to put yourself as anonymous,
does not mean tht you cn use other poople's name , you stupid pig.
ihateyou,

2004-12-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

annabel gave me this idea to write about this year,
true enough, we got into loads of trouble with many people, bt anyhow, we still managed to overrcome this, seems that this is one of the best years of my life,
without these people, life in smss would be reallyy boring,
thanks to my seniors,
thanks for making trainings much more enjoyable, more exciting,
and of course, you guys rock, your enthusiasm is yijibang!

thanks to annabel,
you are the only one who would sing avril lavigne's happy ending , oh oh oh , and the reason, with me, HEE, i miss the times where we would sing like crazy and do maths at the same time, sometimes we would just spend our group discussions time on singing, those were really fun, thanks for being there, when i would talk to you about stuff, you would be there, sitting beeside me with one leg on my chair listening to me, but when my iritation level rises you ah, just suck man, haha anyways, you rock and suck at the same time :D love you loads!

thanks to vanessa,
sometimes you just seem to be the funniest person on earth, all the crazy jokes and all the paiseh things you've gone through, sometimes when you talk abt it, it would realy put a smile on my face, bt sometimes, i get damn iritated with youbcos youare just too slow, haha, i will just slap you all the way to malaysia and bitchslap you back to bangkok((: you are that cheapskate, haha, joking.
fun life in school was definetely made by you :D lovee you too,

thanks to gillian,
the most opened person i've ever met, wht can i say,
you simply rock, an outgoing girl and a thoughtful friend, ilove you tabits!

thanks fayfaynat,
HEYHEY, jidong babayyye, HAHA,
THATSyou! I LIKE THAT!
everymorning, you just seem to be that awake!
you love eating, you are my eating friend.
you like gossiping, you are my gossiping friend.
you love me, i love you.

to them who didn't see it, i really meant it,

2004-12-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

IM BORED , IM DOWN , IM LOW , I FEEL CRAZY,
im really not in the mood today,
everything's not in my place ,
im going crazy, im going crazy , im going crazy,
NO MOOD FOR SHOPPING , NO MOOD FOR TALKING, NO MOOD FOR MOVIES,
NO MOOD FOR BLOGGING, NO MOOD FOR BLOGGING,
nothing's on my shopping list, i hate today!

HEE, i was just joking,
im high, im crazY,
I WANT SHOPPING,
i feel like singing, WHEEEEEEEE!

2004-12-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

I HAVE SHORT HAIR :D
thts wht i have been wanting for quite some time already,
now i have it,
im happy with it :D
planning to take chances here to buy everything i have been wanting,
thats all i wanna do (:

2004-12-17T09:24:00.000+08:00

HEYO, HAHA, im bored :D
later will be going out shopping,
I WANT TO SHOP TILL I DROP,
bought quite alot of stuffs for me and other people, yays.
gonna continue, and on and on and on :D
so so so, i MISS SO MANY PEOPLE OK! yups, i miss tennis too(:
heard there has been something going on with coach, i think it should be fine now.
so tc peoooppleee!

eilynn: HAHA, nene's not you las, its vanessa.
anyways, have fun during your holidays ok! do sound excited:D smiles, im missing you here too!

2004-12-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

WHEE(: im in hongkong now.
SEEMS LIKE NENE IS REALLY JEALOUS.
bt she will be going to thailand SOONN.
HAHA.
anyways, its really cold down here.
bt its really fun , i brought my skipping rope down here anyways.
hopefully i can find a space to skip in the house :D
AHAHA,
OH, write your name down if you want to spam.
shutup if you wnt.
dnt worry , i'll pray for you and your stupid acts ,
wonder how many people are you gonna deal with ,stupid.

2004-12-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, dnt you just wish that things could last forever?
I know that forever doesn't exist, but, im really thankful for every minute that ive had.
And im going to hold on to every second, before it all disappears.

Because any minute, i could lose it all.

Sometimes , possessions aren't everything.
Sometimes , possessions are nothing.
Love is just love , pure and simple.
It involves two individuals, making each other feel like they are the luckiest people on earth.
Its about that warm feeling that you get , thinking about someone, and holding them.

And in simple words , i love you

2004-12-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

BYEBYE LYANNE!
you crazy limegreen retard!

2004-12-06T19:56:00.000+08:00

i wish i could tell you how im doing ;
bt you just seem so far, will it still be the same?

2004-11-30T13:31:00.000+08:00

i may not know who you are or where i can find you
i believe God will make a way somehow.
And when i do, i hope you can accept me exactly the way i am
have some patience for my weaknesses.
Dont worry, i'd try to be honest with you whenever necessary.
I wont deny that we would disagree sometimes.
but when we do, i know that God would be between us to guide us.
though i admit i'm scared of all the rocky roads we have to walk through,
but i'm sure that with you around,
i'd always look forward to the strawberry sorbett at the end of the day .
Just as long as i'm with you :D

2004-11-30T13:25:00.000+08:00

often i would ask myself,
why do couples need rings when they get married?
is it because you're following the trend which started a long time ago?
or because from a girl's point of view.." diamonds are a girl's best friend" ?
and well,what can the guy say to his future wife?
i guess i found a deeper answer to my question
it's not only a symbolisation of the bondlovers share on that special day
and though its true that nothing lasts forever
two in love will still have to part someday
however when one goes to heaven first with the ring on the forth finger
the other half will still be able to locate him
when she goes to heaven later,with the ring she carries.
and they can be together forever.
i admit that this is partly my surreal thinking
but i'm sure of something
though nothing ever seems to last
love is one which can break that theory.

GOT THIS FROM MY SISTERS BLOG :D

stupid anonymous/

2004-11-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

you stupid anonymous ;
you just suck like shit can ,
you stupid girl.
HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT ME AND SHUWEN ARE LESBIANS?
you suck so much.
just bcos she helped me,
it doesn mean that we are lesbians you ass.
does it mean that me and lyanne or whoever are lesbians too?
you stupid girl, grow up.
GET OUT OF YOUR STUPID LESBIAN LIFE, you will die there :D
SCRAM!

...

2004-10-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

yays! getting the racket tmr :D
hmms , stop spamming las.
you want to have a conversation with me or what?
you suck so much. SCRAM!

tennisDAYS/

2004-10-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

stop treating my blog as a place for you people to spam las.
you not happy or whatever,
go : http://xicn.net/attach/2001-10-24/17704/fun00006.swf.
stop being such an ass. SCRAM :D
anyways, had taekwando todays.
it was rather booringg , bt it was raining :D :D
sigh , having it tmr agains.
today was great , played tennis(:
i miss those tennis days.
hopefully my mummy would agree on buying me the racket.

mySUPERhiphopclass'

2004-10-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

HAHA :D
today we had hiphop class!
well , it was expected that i wld not dance properly.
bt i didn't expect the whole gang not being able to dance together :D
yays. good friends what/
bought yanli this hornybean, well, she is one damn hottt HORNYASS ryte?
HAHA x) it was fun.
ohOHoh, felt really great after playing tennis las/
anonymous: i dnt get why you dare to spam at people's blog bt not dare to write your name down, i dnt think this is your first time. you hate so many people, what's your problem. anyways, just SCRAM!

hornyBEAN/

2004-10-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

today was bad ,
got back my geog , history, homecons.
didn't do well, sigh.
i really have to work harder ok.
NVMS :D
anyways , cheerup everyone!

yanli : happy belated ok! sorry i didn't know that it was your birthday until today!

shuwen: thanks for tagging , tc :D

anonymous: just write your name down las! too shy or what? sigh.

/ imissyou

2004-10-20T17:36:00.000+08:00

got back some of the papers today.
didn't do well , like what i expected to do.
failed my compo , oh NVMS :D
shall see tmr , when i get back my history lit and geography.
was feeling stinky just now.
went holland v with faynut sweeney sylvia louisa and deb.
ate at bk. HAHA(: then walked arnd.
bought this uuuper cute toy for this stuupid girl.
ohOH. just found out that tennis training starts from friday to 31st december ok!
i dnt think i would be able to go back.
hopefully.
anyways, hope that things would turn out better. sigh.

some people are just too stuupid/

2004-10-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

anonymous/
if you are not jealous, are you trying to spoil my mood or something?
well ,
i seriously think that you have failed badly.
there's no reason for you to waste your time.
pressing on my link everyday just to come and BLOW at me.
what's your motive?
i do not get what you are trying to do.
SCRAM.
we hate you too.
stop calling us some contradicting shit when you dnt even know us.
we are at least much better than you.
now we know that you are anonymous ,
you suck badly.
not even worthed to be called senior.

2004-10-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

anonymous :
now that my exams are over, i shall not be bothered with you, let's see when you'll get sick of this and decide to grow up, LITTLE KID.
and dont scold gil. you should scold yourself!
at least she tries? and maybe she can stare well but it's just not up to your whatever kind of standard. and like, did you just realise that i'm smart?
dont call us shit, think about youself. you're shittIER. you're the contradicting one. dont dare to leave your name and STILL wanna spam? scared right? if you arent scared, just leave your name. otherwise, SCRAM.
we are teaching you how to grow up, but you just dont wanna listen. you seriously should listen to us. (: hmm. maybe you are listening! but you just want more. so you pretend you're not listening. so we can give you more advice. and when you've got enough information about growing up, you'll stop spamming. hmm. i wonder when will that be. you better start taking our advice now! otherwise, but the time you get enough info, everybody will be already totally grown up. and you, you, you, SIGH. GOODLUCK.

things that were never said/

2004-10-19T09:52:00.000+08:00

i remember all the times i spent with you ,
sitting there just like a fool.
i didn't say it
i didn't tell you how i feel,
but the truth is that everytime i saw you,
i was ready to melt.
you were the reason i got up everyday,
but i couldn't find the right words to say.
now not a day goes by when i regret.
never saying what needed to be said
im sorry i couldn't do whats needed to be done,
im sorry, im sorry you are gone.

BABYiwant/you

2004-10-19T08:59:00.000+08:00

anonymous/
there's like no point talking to you right.
since you have so much to say, the whole point is to make me upset or smtg.
for what you said, are you trying to make me change or what?
who are you anyways,
how do you know so much about me, when i dnt even know you.
stop asking lyanne to shut up, you started it ok.
crazy pig, and we dnt spam people's blog like you do.
why dnt you just write your name down , since you have so much to say.
then i wnt have to call you anonymous right.
thanks :D

heitung/

2004-10-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

anonymous:
and in which part did i prove that what you, the little kid, said about heitung was true? heitung isnt a loser. and it's not that she cant stand up for herself. she just doesnt wanna waste her time entertaining little kids like you! in the first place, i wouldnt spam ppl's board. i keep the bad things i have to say about ppl to myself. why dont you just do that too? saves your time, my time and heitung's time.

btw, YOU'RE WELCOME.

-lyanne.

2004-10-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

anonymous, you are just jealous. how many times do you want people to say that? heitung is.. practically everything nice in one package. just admit it. we all know you think so too. if you dont, and you think she's some.. sucker.(which is not true) well, then, why bother coming to her blog?

do you think you're very great? spam heitung's board like no body's business? here's what. you can only be great like great world city. wow. so great huh. even your name has the word great in it. like it huh? heitung can be great like.. herself. unlike you. ppl, like you, who go round spamming other ppl's board, will never be able to be as great as heitung. you may think heitung's not great. well, at least she's greatER than you. yes. it's obvious she is.

and what do you mean by act more our age? ahem. okay. yes, she IS already acting like a thirteen year old girl. unlike you, little kid, who still spams ppl's board like it's your own? people like heitung for who she is. she doesnt go around spamming ppl's board like you do. she leaves her name whenever she tags ppl's board. why dont you dare to leave your name? if you dare to, put it down. if you dont, scram. afraid ppl will read what you tagged and not like you anymore? whoops. sorry. my bad. whether you leave your name or not, it doesnt make a difference. let me guess. nobody likes you. and so, nobody wants to be your friend. and so, you've got no friends. and so, you've got nothing to do. and as a result, you came to heitung's blog, got more and more jealous of her and spammed her board so she'll feel.. maybe.. sad? better hurry go find something to do before heitung removes her tagboard. after she removes her tagboard, you'll have nothing left to do. let me help you. have you tried talking to yourself? you should try it. it seems like ppl have alot of fun when they talk to themselves. who knows, maybe you'll like it? and if you've already tried talking to yourself, try.. jumping off a building? it's like a free roller coaster ride. (: you really should try it. i love roller coasters. dont you?

oh yes, you hate heitung alot dont you? and you hate her so much you wanna kill her? why dont try killing yourself first to see whether it's painful enough for her.

here's what i've been trying to tell you - go away and never come back. i'll re-phrase my sentence for you just incase you didnt and still dont understand what i've just said : lift your hands, place it on the mouse(not those which live in your room), move the mouse so that it will be on the X on the top left hand corner of this window(not the ones on your wall, if you have any), den you click on the left button of the mouse. and.. there you go.

lotsa love,
LYANNE

maroon5- she will beloved :D

2004-10-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

exams are over. i guess that things are getting better.
and better and BETTER! haha. went out with carmen kat and esther today. had a greaaaattt time :D
the neos were preeettttyy.
hey spammers. next time just write your name down ok?
at least i know who you are.
anyways. thanks lyanneCHUA(: for helping me with my blog ok.
its kinda wierd not having exams. seems that there is nothing to do.
HAHA. tomorrow going to escape with faynut vanessa sweeney sylvia and gillian. cnt wait.
hope that it doesn rain tmr ok. AMEN. haha.
to you: sorrryyy if i cannot make it tmr, but i promise that i will watch wimbledon with you ok. loveyou ok!

2004-10-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

lyanne chua rocks!
she's a smart girl!